leezai-lii . x

Bali 2012 with my family

2012-02-02T18:25:00.001+08:00

You were all i thought about . Awww , pity me . X

pre CNY dinner

2012-02-02T17:11:00.000+08:00

hahahha , this is so inappropriate , daddy was like dafuqq?

THIS CHINESE NEW YEAR , daddy and his girlfriend bought the whole family dinner in the Great Imperial @ Subang, the food was scrumptious. thank you . x

no certainties.

2012-01-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

Have anyone realise that life is full of uncertainties ? Well, i just did.
You dream of becoming a doctor when you were young,
as a matter of fact you wouldn't mind being a veterinarian.
You wake up wanting to eat the bread that you found out it was moldy.
You wanted to watch a movie but your dvd player can't seem to on.
You wanted to go to the mall but your car broke down.
You thought you found the one but he had to leave.
You thought getting married was the solution to life only to file for divorce 10 years later.
Lastly, your dreams of becoming a doctor fade as you have a child to take care of only to realise that you are no one but a mistress your husband sometimes call 'honey'.
And then we stop and ask 'who would have thought my life would end up like this?'
x

2011 was .

2011-12-31T17:37:00.002+08:00

I went to a college that i thought i hated but ended up missing. I made friends, i made a lot of friends and somehow managed to maintain the old ones. I think i left that unfriendly habit of mine back in high school, at least i think i did. I got my driver's license that caused me plenty of pain before it. Parking is still a suffer but i'm getting better ! Got a free laptop from someone who was fired. Went to Hong Kong and had a major shopping spree. Went to SIFE conference that was life changing. Learned that when things don't go my way, i need to keep calm and fix it. I got a debit card that i haven't been scratching like an accountant. I got a sewing machine that i haven't even touch. I haven't unpack from my trip in Bali. I got a new phone. I think my mom and dad are proud of me. I am still sleeping with soft toys. Gain and lost a few kgs and maybe gained it back. Watched thousands of movies. Said I'm sorry and meant it. Had the toughest challenge with Rube Goldberg. Found out that im a really good business woman. NO RECORD IN THE HOSPITAL! Went to a fashion show. Watched my grandma grow older and older. Missed my high school moments. Play tetris. THANKED GOD for everything i own. Got molested by losers in the club. Re watched gossipgirl. Broke a few promises. Got drunk and regretted. Made a few mistakes. Said things i shouldn't have said. Know the whole background of Jackie Robinson (Y). Believe in gay marriages. Kept my virginity. I thought i fell in love but it took me 5 months to realize it was a mistake. I think i met my soul mate but it's leading me to a dead end. I can't explain loving you without getting hurt anymore. I'm 18 and i still feel lost at times AND I'M FINE WITH IT.

& I don't have a new year's resolution because we don't need new years to make a change. I figured we can change when ever we want, we just have to say it and do it.

my 2012 is going to be full of goodbyes. :'( i can't wait...

december flew pass me .

2011-12-31T17:16:00.001+08:00

Amanda's december 18th birthday .

Bali trip on december the 19th

Christmas eve with the favorite aunt misa in mandarin oriental

baby vienna's birthday on the 26th.

zenzilla's birthday on the 27th in the south seas.

uncle yoges's birthday on the 28th in super tanker .

party in ezhar's house on the 30th .

Vertigo @ Gardens

2011-12-17T12:38:00.000+08:00

Graduation after party that i whine up too high and screwed a relationship i will never have. haix .

Graduated from my Pre - U

2011-12-16T21:08:00.001+08:00

hi , this was my CPU graduation ceremony. I scored an average of 86.6 % but why am i still so unhappy about my results ? hmmmm .

Passion for Fashion at Rootz

2011-12-09T10:29:00.001+08:00

TThis was an October event that i almost forgot to post about ! The fashion show was just 5 minutes and the night was too young to stop a party. I concluded that the adults were just looking for an excuse to party. There was this team of boys who had this awesome camera that does the The Melanie Iglesias Flip Book thing. check them out. click on this 3mintueflashback . xx

MIFW

2011-12-09T10:20:00.000+08:00

A huge thankyou to my tasha darling for giving me four invites to the MIFW. I brought aina diana and my sister with me and had a great night. Malaysian designers really done me proud, hope to be there someday. xx

Hennessy Artistry 2011

2011-11-28T19:07:00.001+08:00

Hey guys ! this were some of the pictures from Hennessy Artistry. I took so long to blog about it ! LOL. It was a night full of drunk men and vomitz, ews. disgusting. The musics was good and zen managed to get us into the VIP which was great because i sat down most of the time and got a lil high. Had a fantastic bodyguard that night but still got molested. :( xx

CLOTHES FOR SALE

2011-11-11T17:39:00.004+08:00

EVERYTHING RM50 and BELOW

1. TOP

2. DRESS

3.TOP

4.DRESS SOLD

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6.DRESS SOLD

7.SHORTS

8.DRESS

9.TOP SOLD

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ONLY SERIOUS BUYERS.
Non refundable non changeable.
first pay first deserve.
sorry ladies, you can;t try it on :)
if interested, gimme a text 012-3602838
:D lovelove

2011-10-24T14:25:00.002+08:00

liily and lola taking over the world.

i hate this .

2011-10-11T18:46:00.001+08:00

had a horrible week and still going weak dragging my indecisive self to college everyday. The thought of my college life ending and me having uncertain plans for the future freaks the fuck outta me. The irritation and annoyance i get from doing my Rube Goldberg with unhandy peers is really testing my patience and i think i have every right to burst my discomfort towards them but the ten thousand times of telling my self to calm down pays off. At least for now. Got excited for the first time in days because i get to choose a company for my accounts project. Chanel was at the top of my list but Ferragamo took the place as Chanel is privately owned. The joy ended when i was told that it's just an accounts project and there's nothing to look forward to was just a slap on my face. Oh well, you are probably right ... x

2011-10-11T18:38:00.002+08:00

SIFE WORLD CUP 2011

2011-10-08T11:51:00.000+08:00

my cool lecturer stopped by to shop for some ladies perfume .

My friends and I were very fortunate to be invited by the embassy of to the SIFE WORLD CUP hosted by Malaysia in KLCC this week. From what i concluded, not sure if it's right or wrong that the SIFE is an organization that organize big charity events / help others in need, in and out of their country. The world cup is to choose which of the countries did the best in helping others. Most of all, we met people from all over the world that we would have never expected. For example : Kyrgyzstan. I feel like it was an experience I would never get to witness and thank GOD that I attended the event as i almost missed it for a CANCELLED physics quiz. It was a very " empowering. inspiring. and live changing experience. " quoted the University of Memorial Canada.
xx

one week of madness

2011-09-30T17:37:00.000+08:00

blouse : bershka

shorts : unknown

shades : my new marc by marc jacob.

necklace : taiwan

nails : done professionally.

dress to impress at charity event.

2011-09-24T23:12:00.001+08:00

Dress : H & M

Heels : Unknown

Ring : Malacca

Bag : Hong Kong's women street

Accessories : Taiwan , China and Bhutan.

my sister's first fashion post.

2011-09-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

goth day at school

2011-09-23T20:13:00.000+08:00

Cardigan : H&M

Dress : Vintage

Stockings : Forever21

Necklace : Taiwan

Hairband : Thailand

its a Hippie day .

2011-09-21T18:05:00.005+08:00

Dress : Brand-less
Half Button Down Blouse : Cotton On

School Bag : La senza

Accessories : daddy bought from BHUTAN.

my very first fashion blog post.

2011-09-20T19:29:00.001+08:00

Blouse : Zara
High waist : Forever 21
Flats : H&M
Make Up : none ;
x

bad hair day not.

2011-09-20T18:43:00.001+08:00

Today was bad hair day at my college. Yes, we have dress up weeks, that's why we are so cool. went to school with a well tied french braid but got convinced that i should changed to in to two round bubbly buns by my kool korean and hottie on the block friends. So, there we were, all with cutie pie hair style that doesnt even make us look bad. ahhhhh , i love college. :)
Ended my time in college with a smile because bryan came to teman me till 5 pm with nagen. Love you guys plenty. My physics marks are currently hurting my eyes but im determined to get an A outta it. CHALLENGE ACCEPTED !
I'm think of doing a lil fashion blog on what im wearing everyday. x

an experience .

2011-09-17T18:09:00.000+08:00

this mall looks cool

Wife to be <3

Today, mom brought to me her hair stylist's engagement ceremony in Setapak, as usual , mom was 2 hours late, so the ceremony was over by the time we got lost and found our way there, the place was doughy, run down and sad. Just sad. The walk way was tight, everything seem to fall easily :( The saddest part was there was a dead near by, mom was so freaked out and scared about it she couldn't wait to get out of there. We ate and talked to the people around. They all seem satisfied with their life, no complains and happy. You see, we should never judge some one by the home they stay because no body asks WHAT HOUSE DO YOU STAY IN? as the first question when you meet someone new, at least i don't. And i don't intent to. I don't know, i guess the lesson i've learn today is that life will be tough if we don't earn enough and even if you don't , you should be grateful with what you have and never talk things for granted.

mature and ready to rule . i think .

2011-09-17T17:48:00.002+08:00

UHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,.

this week of mine consist of a lot of yelling and whining about my jobless mother and sister. I find it so stressful that they are behaving like children and i an in adult. AHhhhhhhhhhhhh. im not sure why am I such a party popper but SERIOUSLY ?!?!
Anyways, decided to follow the boyfriend and euodias' friends to
Malacca for a day. Thought it might be weird but they were very warm and welcoming. chehhhh , haha. Went to jonkers street for chicken rice balls and had to queue. What's with queuing up for food in Malaysia these days, hmmmmm. So we walked around and my Aunt Michelle found me wondering around the streets, awwww , faith . LOL. Then! We went to the mall , it looks good, something like one utama and had dinner and got sent home safely by the boyfriend. thank youu. xx

my holiday sucks.

2011-08-29T15:29:00.001+08:00

FIRST DAY OF MY HOLIDAY !

woke up , watched a little charles angels , showered in a hurry to do my IC but unfortunately, the camera was spoilt, so i have to go back on Friday, arggghh, susah bangat. Went to buy baking stuff, bank and came home to find junk for my physics project, omg , i am really really excited that im going baju kebaya shopping with mommy later ! Praying that they have my exact size. watching Kung Fu Panda 2 right now, i love pandas. <3

Listening to Dont You Want Me by Glee , jizz.

holiday not.

2011-08-28T15:30:00.001+08:00

RAYA PLANS :

dye my ugly 'teh celup' hair to something cool !
visit my buddies' houses
do my 5 steps of rube goldberg with Rachel .
learn to cut woods.
study my accounts , business and physics .
go on a little trip with mom
i wanna go casting , but i dont have the balls. suggest suggest !

my life kinda sucks at the moment doesnt it ! ? :(

I can do this.

2011-08-26T22:43:00.003+08:00

this is me, lazy to find my cameras, so, i settled for webcams. :D

Well, i realised that i have been looking old lately. And, guys, i kinda found wrinkles on my forehead. Which is just, BAD because im only 18 ? Comments?

My week was one word. Hectic.

The many reasons was because it's Raya next week. Lecturers are rushing us with tests, quizzes and assignments. Ohhh, the ASSIGNMENTS, kill me already. Had an accounting test that i did not have enough time to finish, which was not cool. Physics quiz that made me go HUHHHHHH. And moral assignments that just made me want to break down and cry. I have never been a whiner when it comes to work because i know at the end of the day i will get things done. But guys, what if your group member is the burden this time? Causing you to delay your work and giving you a hard time? Baring with the problem just is not right anymore. Anyways, i learnt a lesson today, when it comes to work, never pick a team member just because he/she is a friend, we have to consider all factors. Reliability is something important. keeping that in mind !

Also, my men went on vacations without me. :( Unfair guys unfair. Worst part is they went on my holiday. So, im going to spend my holiday with woods and physics concept because i have to hand up my first physics draft after Raya and my 2 team members are going to balik kampung. The view isn't looking very great here is it? Hmmmmm. I am going to GET IT DONE, because it's me, and I AM A PERFECTIONIST, sometimes, it's a flaw.

Okay, getting tired of motivating and demotivating myself ! I shall do something productive like read a book on a Friday night, GOD, i need a life. Till then readers , SELAMAT HARI RAYA. xx

Time to give back

2011-08-26T22:18:00.004+08:00

the organizer, Datin May Lee Leong

The Little Petrel Art Troupe and Choir from Guangzhou were here a few weeks ago to raise fund for the Nasams stroke rehabilitation centre in Kubang Buaya. Daddy brought us here to witness the talented young kids who sacrifice their summer in China to perform here, in Malaysia. The event was held in a convention center near a Chinese school in Jalan Ipoh, it's at the tip of my tongue but i just cant recall the name of the convention center.

I was brought up to give back to the community, help the least fortunate and love the helpless. I hope when i grow older, i won't forget what i'm being taught. xx

Miss World Malaysia 2011

2011-08-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

Lorainne, my plus one.

Mr Jack Lee

This is the one and only , Dato' Jimmy Choo. It was an honor.

I got the opportunity to attend Miss World Malaysia last week, thanks to my oh-so-cool daddy. But, i have to admit, i was really disappointed with the event, plenty of flaws everywhere. I guess it is acceptable since Fusion Excel is planning the event for the first time. Nevertheless, i enjoyed being in events like this.

Daddy and his friends kept persuading me to join Miss World Malaysia 2012, if only i had the height and the guts to actually submit a form. oh well, we should only live in our dreams from time to time. xx

My epic failed plan.

2011-08-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

The boyf's birthday was last week and i planned a surprise party for him. Sadly, it failed miserably in many ways. Oh, before that ! I want to thank my co-planner, Phar for making things happen. Kiss! Soooo, it happened like this. Bryan came to college to look for me (was not a plan) and he got a text from an unknown number asking "PHAR, is the surprise is Gardens?" busted! and Roshan came asking "Zai-Lii, Phar asked you to call her back about the cupcakes." Guess who was right next to me?

He knew what was happening! But he couldn't pretend, he just had to fooooooorce it out of my mouth. So i brought him to wondermilk, to get his cupcakes and we went to the surprise party, with him not surprised. BUT! eventually, i made him pretend :) Had fun at Alexis, at least i hope he did and the night ended with a kiss and a thank you. Happy birthday baby, & here is your first post on my blog ! :) xx

i want something different.

2011-08-16T21:24:00.000+08:00

So, today was absolutely productive. I woke up half dead because i didn't get enough sleep from my previous night, a big no thank you to the blended learning classes my college just held. Zombied my way to college and got rejected, for the forth time. Oh, for those of you whom haven't heard, here's the story. There's this physics project that students are suppose to do, the Rube Goldberg project. Students need to have a team of 3 to 4 to complete this project. So i have my closes friend in physics class Rachel and a spot or two to fill. Right. I asked this couple first, and got rejected because they had another team member, 1. Then. I asked the loneliest girl in class and she some how formed her own team. 2. Didn't give up and asked a chinese girl in class, thinking she would have communication barrier with others and i can speak chinese, we can work well, kene rejected pulak. 3. Gave up and told my lecturer, he promised to find a teammate for me, which lead to the 4th one, this stranger agreed and Rachel and i just felt weird cause we haven't met him before. Bet he felt the same way, hence, we got dumped. :( Somehow, i think people think just because i look bimbo and dress like one, my mentality is the same. Well, i don't really blame them because sometimes i act the same. Well, here I am, full with ideas but somehow still lost.

Alright, enough with the sad story, i did something cool today, i dragged myself into LAN(moral) class where Mr.Singh, was teaching about the Sikh religion, he ended it with asking for volunteers to get our hair wrapped in a turban and i went for it. I looked kinda good guys! it was a joy, felt like a Sikh King or something. :D

Rushed home to go to ikea with Daddy and Zen, ate alot and bought none. CLAP! Came home and fixed my sister's cupboard with my bare hands. Zen said im good at that, she added the word "surprisingly". Never thought i would be good at all these, i mean, i know the basics, i just didnt know i like it. Zen said maybe i should consider industrial design. Joanne thinks i should. Oh well, She belanjaed me dinner for that. Oh, i feel the love. xx

dinner with the second family

2011-08-14T22:13:00.001+08:00

this was at kokopelli, the place is cool, it was a house-turn-into-a-restaurant. It was raining when we got there, the toilet was abit of a trouble because it was outdoor, other than that, everything was good, the food was good too. Loved it. i miss you guys so so much, the only thing i miss about being in high school is that we skip class to go to each others' classes. OKAY fine, i barely skipped mine. BUT still. Missing you bubu. xx

2011-08-05T18:45:00.002+08:00

well this week passed fast, no shitz.
i actually have plenty of pictures to upload but im just too lazy, sorry guys. maybe tomorrow or something.
1. i went to two charity events on my weekends.
2. started my Monday half dead.
3. tried colour blocking on Tuesday. Blue top , turquoise bottom , purple shoes , mustard jacket and pink bag. it was a success . im satisfied.
4. got unifi , it's so cool , go get it guys !
5. got mosquitoed fuckloadz .
6. my face is no longer flawless. :(
7. I MISS YOU HAERAN :(
xx

2011-07-31T17:16:00.001+08:00

eat until CRY

i dont eat durian .

There was a durian feast at my park yesterday. Actually, it wasnt just durian, there were rambutans, langsat and mangosteen too. I don't EAT DURIAN , smelly, stinky, disgusting, pungent i can die smelling ah jojo , zen and yin's mouth. disgusted 101 . xyz

2011-07-30T15:08:00.001+08:00

DO YOU HAVE A LOVE FOR FOOD?

CHECK THIS OUT

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A blink of an eye

2011-07-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

Aunt Misa came to visit us for a day before going back to India for work . CAN you guys guess her age? OMG , she is so pretty , i love love love her , and 1 day was sadly not enough to feel her up with my daily dose of lame reality . :( oh well , we will probably see her soon, she misses us too, im sure.

Mommy's huge birthday party @ hilton .

2011-07-18T22:27:00.004+08:00

There were alot of eating and dancing going on and im not even sure if it's appropriate to upload to the viewers out there, so i would rather not, it was fun and crazy, i think some of the aunties can shake it when i was about to break it already, hands down. Mom was indeed happy with the outcome. Happy birthday mommy, love you .

nawala sa Pilipinas .

2011-07-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

If i was given a dime for every ugly picture we took together , i would have been rich . Nevertheless, that wasn't my point. Point is that you should take care of yourself (stop smoking like a chimney) and study hard so that you can come back faster :D thought about us in FORM5 and starting laughing my ass off derrick , you take care now . Hope to hear from you soon , xx

two famous playlands in hongkong.

2011-07-11T13:21:00.002+08:00

Ocean Park Hongkong

Little watermelon <3

still a kid !

the theme park from a higher view.

DISNEYLAND HONGKONG

excited for mickey.

im talented.

zen the monster.

too lazy to line up !

i think this is where i belong .

2011-07-11T13:08:00.000+08:00

these pictures are ripped off michelle ooi's fashion blog, do check it out. it's cool :) Michelle Ooi - The-Kins

before hongkong, i was brought to a mini fashion show in hartamas where i had goosebumps looking at an awesome collection of bikinis. I started to wonder what ifs' oh well, life is too short to turn back. Im going to start interior architecture and rock it next year. wish me luck bitches. xx

welcome to hongkong and macao.

2011-07-11T12:46:00.002+08:00

first day @ hongkong.

H & M crazy. When are they going to open one in Malaysia ?

Madam Tussauds Wax Museum.

The view of Hongkong from a 17 floor building.

This is Macao's historical heritage building that i can't find the name for it. can someone here tell me what is the name of this building ?

Church.

Zen & Dad @ Venetian.

Macao at night.

Hongkong @ night.

all the pictures are taken by me, except for those with my face in it. what do you think of my photography ? :D

2011-07-11T12:05:00.001+08:00

& you start to wonder why isn't your country like this , where cops are friendly and fun to harmless citizens. :'(

last friday night .

2011-06-25T12:15:00.003+08:00

this was prom .

that was my bestfriend before he dirty his clothes . LOL .

one day when the sky is falling .

2011-06-25T12:07:00.004+08:00

i ripped this off from my friends. and that's mun choong , that guy who stalks my blog ! LOL

Heyyous , it was my college's graduation yesterday and i had to go. I finished my 10 hours of community service, yeahyeaz. I stood around for ten freaking hours can you believe it ? ohhhkay , fine , i did not , most of the time i was lazying around finding nothing to do to end time. funfun . Joanne , Nagen and I had our 'nasi lemak marathon' this week , i think i ate 5 types of nasi lemak in one week its self, ews. LOL. Oh, and we went to SS2 to try chutchut and kerang yesterday , omg , NOT NICE .I REPEAT , not nice. I miss SERENE . i cant wait to see her .

EVERYONE ,

you should listen to CHRIS BROWN FT JUSTIN BIEBER - NEXT 2 U :')

bye , im getting ready for a fashion show, i love my fabulous life. amen . xx

why i so bored !

2011-06-21T19:05:00.001+08:00

since i like to eat and mom/dad brings me to cool places , maybe i should turn this into a food blog , what do you think ? :)

the taste of your honey is so sweet .

2011-06-03T22:15:00.003+08:00

mom gave me one side of a shell , the mother of pearls. WHATTT ? LOL

i know people ! i haven't been blogging for ages , it's like every time i want to write a sentence or two to my loyal readers, i demotivate myself by saying people don't wanna read my shit. OMG.

And then, today, Mun Choong from college, came over and told me he reads my blog, omg, sexcited. Hence, im blogging now. Well, plenty has happened and if i were to write it all in since, i will have to stay awake for the all round 20 and 4 hours to blog about it.

So im writing things in point forms.

1. I got my license, i know, like finally after so long .

2. I haven't been driving around, WHAT? i like to be driven kay, don't judge.

3. Semester is ending in two days, im kinda sad.

4. Im going hong kong soon.

5. Visited digital mall for the first time to buy a printer and junk !

6. My hair is no longer red :'(

7. You make me happy :)

8. My phone is giving me problem, can't talk without the battery dying.

9. I have exams in 3 days.

10. I like dressing up for college.

partying like a bitch .

2011-05-22T17:00:00.002+08:00

im Zai-Lii and i drink Moet because my sister is cool enough to get it for me.

this was one of the day when i was naughty and mommy was gone. Definately taken in Zouk. What would i do without my sister? Again, getting in was easy, thanks to yinyin's friend. I love my connections, what would i do without my sister? Hmmmmm. drinkdrinkdrink and never get drunk. Fun. xx

what could a broken toilet do ?

2011-05-19T21:07:00.003+08:00

obviously , this was taken when i was far better than sick .

My toilet has been a bitch for 5 days now, i have been living on a run in my own home because everytime i need to pee , i need to run downstairs, everytime i shower , i need to run downstairs , i forgot my underwear , upstairs i go and the list goes on and on. Worst yet, a few days ago , i got food poisoning , no thanks to a bowl of sweet and sour Pan Mee that still can make me vomit when i think about it , SERIOUSLY , it was THAT bad , NEVER GOING TO VISIT THAT CHINESE FILTHY SHOP AGAIN. omg horrified. That was d-i-s-g-u-s-t-i-n-g. I had a bad night throwing up, to add to that, my broken toilet was not any help. I had to puke in my pretty white plastic dustpin that i throw nothing but papers in it. I couldn't take it that night, i moved my whole room to the guest room, it was too small, i was basically claustrophobic with the surroundings. Suffered the whole night with pain in the stomach and never ending green watery puke coming outta my mouth, i was sent to the clinic by my mom. Took me 1 hour to meet the doctor, which could be worst if my mother had not have any connections but still , TO THE CLINIC? for an HOUR? got myself jabbed and the rest is never to be spoken. My maid was a dear to take care of me and provide me with all my needs. Thank you even though you are annoying. LOL . so glad that IM NO LONGER SICK, thank you lord. amen.

a makeup post.

2011-05-19T21:02:00.001+08:00

this was the picture in the japanese restaurant i was telling you guys about.

THE NAME of the restaurant is Ichiban Boshi. :D

get your grooves on

2011-05-14T15:56:00.002+08:00

i had tons of fun with my cousins. It started off like this. Zen and I celebrated dad's actual birthday on Saturday @ this sushi place at giza , i just can't put the right name for that place right now but the food and service was awesome. Thumbs up. Then, we went to ou for movies with my brother. We thought he bought something else but it ended up being Thor , which, we were suppose to watch it with my cousins. Anyways , it was Gold Class, it was good, omg, first time gold class. SOH COOL MAN, too embarrassed to bring my camera so i left it in the car. But seriously, i want my home theater to be like that. I need a rich funder, hurry! haha. Then, got home, left to fetch my cousin and got to Tropicana City Mall to watch the same movie with different people, fell asleep. Now, don't get it wrong, Thor was good okay. OMFG those 8 packs, i wish i could lick it, ewwwww, zai-lii, please behave. hahaha. alright.

Right after that, we celebrated Timothy's birthday @ Overtime. He got that flaming lamborghini for free. So GUYS. if it's ever your birthday and you are certified above 18. Head to Overtime for a free drink. ;) The night ended with smiles. xx

friday the 13th

2011-05-14T15:30:00.006+08:00

this is joanne ng. :)

So, you know how its always a little weird for me every Friday the 13th? Hmmmm, things WERE weird yesterday. Well, for starters, i was woken up by my alarm and my maid but i somehow tricked myself into falling back asleep and dreaming that i was awake, isn't it weird? & when i got up, it was already 7 and late. Rushed my way into the bathroom and found out that the pipe that connects to the flush crack, having an itchy hand, i pushed it and (as a physics student) i believe the water pressure increase as i pressured the pipe with my hand. The water bursted out like a fountain and being already late, i had to Re-plan my outfit on that day -.- Managed to stopped the water flowing with my maid's help and speaking of which, CAN ANYONE GIVE ME A GOOD PLUMBER's NUMBER? preferably one that comes with a HOT body? LOL. Secondly, i got to college and found out that my aquariusly@hotmail.com email got hacked. I have no idea what to do now, why would anyone hack my account? How unnecessary, now im stuck not emailing anyone which is such a burden, you know how busybusybusy i am. Yeah right. Thirdly, i can;t remember that but i'll get to you about it as soon as possible!

Weird things aside, i think i did a good deed today, i choreograph a scene today. :) Justin wanted to ask Joanne to prom and he told me his awful plan, hahah, lets make sure he doesn't read this. He got the situation and the settings right but the placings all wrong, so i told him how i see it and i think he did a perfect job. Im so proud of you ! JSYK. How come no one ever does these things to me? I seek for romance but romance doesn't find me. OH well! Then joanne came to my house and study till the sun went down, junk food and music made my day, this is how i ended my friday the 13th ! pretty cool huh? xx

daddy's 52.

2011-05-11T08:32:00.005+08:00

it was daddy's birthday , he didnt want to make anything big , so we just have dinner with him in Marche , @ curve. & zen just had to wear the same thing as me to irritate the shitz outta me, nevertheless , i don't love her any less. Yes , im fine with his family now, i have learnt to accept them and to be honest, i have been a drama queen about everything he is having in his life, i am happy with his girlfriend and her son now, in fact, i dont even mind spending time with them now a days. Oh lord, i love the way have to change me into a better person and i thank you for that. Amen , happy birthday daddy , love you .Sorry for the late post, this was on March 30th . :)

Right after that, daddy brought us beer and i went to the movies for THE ROOMMATES with adelia, kimberly and nagen. Note to Self : no belly piercings please . xx

acting like a loser .

2011-04-10T16:27:00.002+08:00

seriously. im bored outta my mind. I have plenty to do but im stuck with not doing anything. My International Business is a mess. It all started with my lecturer being sick , not attending class and hence everything was being taught online which im pretty sure it isn't a good idea because im so lost . I have to write two essays and yes , im currently blogging about how my life sucks on a Sunday instead of going out with Iffyshasha and tashasha. LOL . OHMYGOD. i need a life asap and a nerd to finish my homework for me . -.-

what a waste of time

2011-04-10T16:15:00.003+08:00

Yeah , i went to school on a Saturday morning for silly reasons. All thanks to mom who suggested to go in the first place. I dragged mom , mom dragged dad. AWWW . my divorced parents are so cute. We reached school at 8 20am and i wasn't allowed to take my award because my high waist skirt was too short. Like hello ?? Ohmygod, embarrassed. So i had to pull it all the way down and it looked horrible. And Pn Choong said my skirt was very versertile. ALEMAKS! sat down with Chirs and Jane and saw two girls wearing skirt shorter than mine that seems slightly too tight for their ass. -.- obviously i pulled it back up. Got my award and ran away, thank God im not in high school anymore. fuck school rules seriously . :/ BUT! i had fun talking nonsense with chris and jane. See you at rock cafe man . lol .

can you hear me ?

2011-04-07T15:54:00.003+08:00

And , today was jersey day at college and obviously , i wore derrick n's jersey. The funniest part is that everyone kept asking what is BB , that's the boy's team name , well , their real names were BROTHER BOYS , now guys , you have to admit it's VERY lame . LOL . So when everyone at college asked what's BB , i said BAD BOYS . LOL . Hilarious . I wanted to laugh every time i said it . I had a fun morning with Zerhann , he was trying to help me with Adv Func but we were both clueless , you have to admit ! Classes were surprisingly short today . I had my heavy p today and seriously , it was bothering , i said on the toilet bowl for hours wanting to shit out this bloody menstruation frustration , obviously , it wasn't an idea that can be countable, so i ignored it and live my life , it went on well , the less i thought about it , the less it hurts , i feel so grown , i used to skip class and go home for such minor problem. THANK you , xx

a visit to a village !

2011-04-07T15:21:00.010+08:00

@#$#%%^&&**)you , inhumane losers.

Mommy and aunts were worried that grandma is going to ___________ soon. So they decided to do something sweet for her , they brought her back to her old village , where they were brought up and where she used to have a real 'life' , hoping she remembers something before she _____. Sadly , the surprise party wasn't well planned and none of gram's friends were able to make it. Determine, mom made a few more calls to her aunties and decided to bring grams to their house instead to all of her friends going to the restaurant as originally planned. Mom and aunts didn't want to bother/interrupt grams and her friends so they make it an effort to leave and pick her up every 2 hours. So sweet right ? So we went on a little road trip ! To the temple , orkid farm and rabbit farm in Broga Hill. im sure you all have heard about it , it's in Semiyih , Kajang , Cheras . i don't know . We had plenty fun and left . I think grandma enjoyed it , but by now , i think she has already forgotten about it :/

i don't wanna have Alzheimer when i grow old , :(

can i get you high ?

2011-04-04T18:35:00.007+08:00

hey yous ,

it was traditional day today , thought i wasn't dressed very traditional , i still got plenty of compliments from many many beautiful souls , college was a bore. My friends told me that architects these days are jobless , i couldn't help but to question myself if it is what i really want , but , i AM only taking interior architecture right , which makes me partially an architect and partially an interior designer. Being a fashion designer is always in the back of my mind , no doubt . It was tasha's and iffah's first day at college and i couldn't help but to envy them a little. :/ Miss you guys much . Spending a few hours together in a week never seem enough , there goes the same to Serene of course . Well , it's 1/4 of the year and everything seem to go alright , though i HAVE been crying alto lately , -.- I just hope my friends and i do not drift any further . xx

PS : i was pretty clumsy today , i came out of nagen's car and didn't realise i dropped my phone on the road under the sun , got into the house and did everything for more or less an hour and begun to find for my phone , realise it was ON the road , took it (oven burning hot) and just THANK God nagen didn't run it over , a man didn't took it and cats/dogs did not pee on it .

driving test in reality .

2011-04-03T10:59:00.002+08:00

so , i neglected to inform you guys how my driving test went , as you all would have guessed , it was horrifying . I told plenty about it in so many places so it's only right to write it down here too. But i am giving you a warning , it might just shock the hell out of you and make you pee in your pants the same time. so here goes : i got up at 9am on a Monday ( yes i missed college ) to follow my instructor and my two new friends to kajang , ulu langat , if im not mistaken to take my bloody test . Got there at 10 40am and rushed to the hill / slope to wait for my turn . (everyone gets two tries) Went into the car , tried to balance and the care moved o.O , so i stopped and went to the slope , oops , tak jadi , thought of going for my second time but the examiner said ' tarik break , keluar .' and i was like ' kenape ? ini kali 1 saya , takkan tadi itu pun kire .' and his shitface reply was ' yes , kira . ' FUCKKKKKK , gagal -.- So i failed that whole part and went to the chairs to wait for my on the road test , you all should know this first , i didn't bribe . Sat from 11.30pm till 1pm and they all decided to have a lunch party -.- yes , there were 5 of time but they couldn't take turns to go eat , they all had to eat together . Ended up doing my test at 4pm , feeling demotivated , bet down , tired , lazy and all the other excuses i can think off and sat in that bloody tiny manual car. First thing i was told ' keluarkan cermain mata hitam you . ' im sure i pissed him off by asking why and he said the dumbest shit ' i nak tengok mata you tengok mana . ' so i moved on , and before i reached my destination , i had a panic attack . I was pretty sure there wasn't a fucking gigantic transformer like truck next to me when i had to turn , but when i wanted to turn , that humongous truck driver did the loudest HONK that freaked me out 360 that left me paralyze and shock . Obviously , my leg was on the break . and the examiner , furious , went ' KELUAR ! KAU BAHAYA .' WOW . have you ever gotten such comment from anyone before ? I have . Right now , thinking about it, i can't help but to feel traumatize by the situation and to think of taking the exam again ? and go through that fucking hell hole . It is really too much to handle . There , i failed my driving exam , right after he drop me off , i went into the toilet and scream/cry/shout/yell at my sister and nagen about my failure . I don't really take failing very well , because i haven't been much of a failure , i know , im talking shitx right now , but it was a horrifying feeling . ahhhh , this sucks . xx

you can be my fuck tonight.

2011-03-31T09:15:00.002+08:00

this is the lounge where people chill and i stone.

Day three of stonning in college from 8 to 11 45am .

like seriously? i nak tidur tapi takut org stare at me , i nak cam whore tapi takut org laugh at me :'(

"I wanna go downtown where my posses at because i've got nine life like a kittycat."

-britney spears

same spot. different whether. different feeling. & im currently checking everything out about Canada because apparently it is important for my OSSLT exam tomorrow, i don't know anything about it because i was too lazy to go for any important meetings and listen to any important Q&A , yes , im very smart indeed. Well , this really distracts me from waiting for my himym to load, it is actually quiet fast. Oh ! you wanna know something , i got 8As and i can't even get a 1k deduction for my education. WOW -.- Alright , debbie is with me now , we are going to sleep together , nightnight . wish me luck tomorrow bitches .x

hypochondria.

2011-03-27T02:03:00.003+08:00

I have a problem , i found my self craving for perfection. Lately , that is all i have been doing. It kills to have minor imperfection laying around me , i swear that overwhelming urge of me trying to fix and correct things is really catching up with my i-don't-give-a-shit attitude. That explains the extra driving classes i take , the time i take to correct my group assignment , the urge to scream every time one fail because they didn't listen to me and, mostly, the hatred i fell towards myself when i am incomplete with something. I wish i was more relax, i wish I could tell myself it is okay to leave a little minor detail out but i can't. The horrifying feeling of not fixing something i know that i wrong just simply makes me feel like a failure. How do i gain the feeling of easy coming easy going? Am I THAT crazy to begin with? How do i close one eye or even , close one hear to find a comfort zone of my own to let go some little things that doesn't really matter ? Hmmmmmm .

rererererere-sults.

2011-03-24T17:21:00.004+08:00

Sut is one hell of a great photographer .

It was definitely one of my jaw dropping , balls sagging , brain freezing moments when i woke up in horror at 7 am to realise that it was the DAY to take my bloody SPM slip. GOD. I know , i know , im already in college , i am already settled , blablablaa , uh huhhhh . but it didnt stop me from vomiting my heart out and shitting my lungs outta my body for sure ! So i got dressed and prayed , had light breakfast and prayed , got in the car and prayed . Hands were sweaty , heart was pumping , YES , i was farking nervous . You had no idea . So mom drove , dad drove , zen drove , yes , each one of them drive to come to school , i know , so UNenvironmental friendly , coming from a dedicated environmentalist , i was disappointed. ANYWAYS , got there and had to listen to a looooooooooooooooooooooong speech and finally got to that point where i just wanted to SCREAm at everyone to STFU so that i can close one eye and open another and close it again to open another to see my SLIP . GAHHH , i was happy . i was MORE than happy to see 8A's bitches. LOL . Celebrated , daddy bought the family and friends lunch @ summer palace , had our 'tradition is OU and delicious' and came home , falling asleep smiling to God , thank you. :)

an escape for a day .

2011-03-24T17:12:00.003+08:00

so we all decided to head to Port Dickson for a day trip to run away from getting our spm results back . THE horror -.- It was fun , 2 cars , 11 people and a day to relax. I ended up being the only girl in an all boys car! Which makes me mostly, the center of attention ;) everything went great , though i think i ate alot of burnt / raw food. We had fun , i had fun . Ended up coming home late so i ran to my room and locked my door to avoid being screwed . love ya'll . xx

get me on the floor .

2011-03-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

pimples. please know that you are not welcome here . thanks .

well , i spent my first holiday sleeping half a day thanks to my oh-so-kind flu and sore throat -.- yes , i was indeed suffering . glad you notice! Went for movies with mommy and zen for the unknown , well it certainly was something different , it was literally twisted , it's good , its good . Liam Nesson makes a hot dad , like my dad ! i miss my dad , maybe i should give him a call , happy holiday people , port dickson with the love ones tomorrow. sexicited .

i'm a cinema , you can watch me forever .

2011-03-13T18:56:00.002+08:00

i miss you girls. :'(

Spend my whole sunday lazing around the house and driving my sister's car/ her crazy. FUN. I miss TID :'( i miss how we used to walk into each other's class just to update each other with unimportant YOU-KNOW-WHATS. damn . The only time we update each other now is when we have to plan for hours to fit into each other's boring schedule . Well , it sucks . love you xx

guess what i just did ?

2011-03-11T22:13:00.005+08:00

For starters , my heart goes all out to Japan , i have never been there , but i would love to someday ! I am so sorry for not updating my blog . I know , i know , i promised to keep it alive , but like seriously , blogging isn't really THE IT thing anymore ! So , i had my driving lesson today , gosh , driving is such a burden , like seriously , why is it so hard for me ?! WHERE is bubu when i need him?!?!?!? I hope you are reading this DAN! 0.0 ANYWAYS , i have my final class tomorrow and it is THE exam at the end of the month , daddy keep pestering me to add more classes , PSHhhh , the confidences in a dad , i DONT blame him . AIYO , i have driving class at 7 am , there goes my beauty sleep. yawnnnn . bye

can someone please remind me that this is not highschool anymore ?

2011-02-26T19:40:00.003+08:00

oh no , dark roots , nooooooo .

i found myself at my meanest this week , and im terribly sorry and im going all out to apologise about my immature behaviour . I was being such a high school princess and i have to REALLY REALLy admit that it was the behaviour i want no one in college to see . Long story short, can everyone please remind me that this is not high school and i cannot sabotaj , plan an evil plan or talk before thinking and hurt other's feelings again . im soh sorry you . xx

tiptop embarrassment .

2011-02-18T15:50:00.004+08:00

VAINPOT . :)

ohmygod , so , without serene , still hard to believe but , i managed to embarrass my self today , without being monk at (by serene) , which obviously , i miss it much , but . Right , being all tired , exhausted , relucted to go to class , i dragged myself into the lift , out of the lift , to the hallways and into CLASS . ONLY to realise i was 10 minutes early and there was still a class going on . So i walked in feeling sleepy , to where was seat was , only to realise that my seat was taken by a stranger . OH NO , my both partners , kristagail and adelia , replaced me with a weirdo . Took me a while and then , it hit it , THEY WERENT EVEN kris and adelia . " oh fug , wrong class ! " i ran out of class like a llama . PSH , everyone laughed . -.-

absoulte failure to begin with .

2011-02-16T17:57:00.004+08:00

Disney + food . you know what it means . Once again , im upset / unsatisfied about something or omg , just let me be frank , MY SELF !!! For the very first time after sometime , its about my college ! OH god , i have a feeling im going to whine again ! Gahhh , truth is , im so disappointed with myself , ARGH , i have a feeling my ENGLISH lecturer is too , my presentation for PowerPoint WAS VERYVERYVERY AWFUL . :'( WHY DID EVERYONE did so well with powerpoint and i was like the only one who just downloaded it recently 0.o no , seriously , WHY ?

You know how i always do the/my best in everything i do , i don't feel that way anymore , it wasn't quarter as best as anyone in the class , im so angry , i wanna yell at myself which is so ridiculous because who yells at themselves ? I got a sympathetic 2+ and 3- outta 4++ , omg , i can;t even look at myself now -.- . POWERPOINT sucks , imma have to shoeshine my lecturer 100x more thanks to this , his comments were so insulting . and usually by now i will have some evil scheme /plan / idea whatever you call it , but i have got none ! because this is not high school and i actually start to think twice about my bloody mind fucked actions . FML . I got the third lowest in my class ! wtf , with all the shivers , swingings , pausings , ermuhmmmahhh-ings ? just FML just fml already .

Chinese New Year sucks .

2011-02-08T11:41:00.002+08:00

despite the fact that i was having fun with my web cam , my throat feels like cock . it hurts so bad i got up and went to the doctor's at 1 am last night . So much for NO MORE HOSPITAL / CLINICS this year.^&&^*#@@*&*(*&(. Other than my tragedy , my mom had a worst case, she got robbed last night on her way home , my mom's bmw is now gone , haix . WHAT IS WRONG with chinese new years ? Last year , my uncle passed away , this year a robbery case ? God have mercy . I just thank God that mommy is safe , car can be replace , mommy can't . :) Ahhhh , i have to go get ready for my driving lesson now , broom broom .

2011-02-05T13:25:00.000+08:00

hi from a redhead .

gimme something good .

2011-01-28T17:10:00.002+08:00

hi , i met miss world 2010 , Alexandria Mills and the runner up , Emma Wareus .

higher level of education .

2011-01-24T19:13:00.001+08:00

hey ! so i started college likeeeeee a few days ago and this was how it was .

hated it on the first day , whineeee about it till the next day .
and it was alright .
of course , i made friends .
i had a buddy in every period .
dressed appropriately everyday , wasn't THAT hard .
did a few silly things .
missed SERENE , alot .
thank GOD for technology .
skipped two classes thanks to my oh-so-awesome period cramp .
i did not take any pictures yet : /

potluck ;)

2011-01-16T00:46:00.004+08:00

missing chris goh , jane , felicia and shoa wen . :/

so after like days and days of planning this potluck of mine , i finally host it today , actually , it is considered yesterday and tomorrow , i will have college , fmlfml . harhar , good thing is , i can dress myself up everyday and wake up later . yeah ! and then we are back to the potluck , it was kinda fun , had the love ones over for a casual dinner with nothing but conversations , joke and a movie , im so glad we all worked our flaws of each other out . REALLY glad . Tonight , im sleeping with a smile .

their golden keys honey .

2011-01-09T16:55:00.004+08:00

last friday , i wnt out with the girls' i don't know how else to label us , since this is no longer high school and i no longer can say my clique. Long story short , we went to ou for an early lunch but turned to a hell hole with jams and never ending terrible traffics , so debbie and serene ended up arriving rather late . We ate at Gardens , which was horrible too , the food was, one word - lousy , hated everything , there was BO in the surroundings , food was sweet and diefinately not mouth watering and everyone said we made a bad choice . So much for anything and whatever also CAN ! hahaha . after hours and hours of deciding where to next, this is so embarrassing but the first time in life , i went FLAT broke , yes , broke , so i decided to join my daddy upstairs doing his shopping instead of going to bangsar with , once again , them girls . I love the way dady shop , so easy and cool , he goes like this - which one do you like ? and he would pick exactly what i say would look good on me , he damaged 500 bucks straight and asked if i needed anything in forever 21 -.- i buy alot of clothes from there you see ? but i passed , because i needed cash instead , blablabla , went dvd shopping in kd and damaged another 100+ he decided to bring me home and by the evening ka-ching , i got my refill and i went out with my friends and NAGEN ,who just came back from Aussie with this funny 10 mins accent, to hartamas . haha . fun . . i love my life !

xx

blink of a fucking eye .

2011-01-06T15:33:00.004+08:00

instead of reminiscing about my past , i have achieve much i can't remember during these period of time . haha . for starters .

i took my undang with natasha yazmeen and passed .
got my wallpapers done , only to realise my curtains are so flower flowery , fml , it looks like a kindergarten here .
went college hunting .
complete like 1/10 of my shopping for chinese new year .
last but not least , found closure , i loved you , i will always love you but i think it is time . i hope hope you remember to wish my on my birthday every year , x

first breathe of twenty one .

2010-12-29T22:35:00.005+08:00

hey sister ,

i couldnt really grant any of your wishes , so instead , i did what i can do , which is - spend my 48 hours with you for two days in a row . okay , minus the times i was sleeping in my own room . :) Despite the fact that i might not spend my time with you the next year , since you are already considering going to UK to further your studies , i guess it was important to use up my time with YOU ! and 21 years old is like a big thing for you -.- even your attitude is ##$^%&^*(&(*&$shhh . love you .

probably on weed .

2010-12-28T16:31:00.006+08:00

currently listening to : taylor swift - back to december ,

if you think this song is for you , you are probably right ...

i cant help but to relate this song to you and i . prolly the dumbest thing i am doing tho .

a prom night .

2010-12-28T16:27:00.004+08:00

my day started off so insane .

11 am for a quick facial .
2 pm for manicure .
raining cats and dogs definately didnt help !
zen irritated me by driving at 40km/hr .
4pm for wash and blow .
5pm showered and make up .
6pm in the car with nagen and serene the awesomes .
8pm for prom .
11pm was something i can never forget .
and there , prom was over .

beauty really has a price to pay .

a quick get away .

2010-12-28T16:18:00.002+08:00

singapore '10

so i have decided to update my blog after all . TEEHEE .

reached at 12 am on a Saturday .

stayed at the beacon for a day .

shopping non-stop in orchard .

stayed in concorde for two days .

they had like te most pork food everywhere , which is so weird .

bugis street was awesome .

was called fat once and spent the next two hours listening to 'you are still hot' explaination . LOL

went home in a toyota wish with 6 passenger = total discomfort !

demanged a few Ks .

was a happy kid . ;) xx

straight up chillax .

2010-12-15T23:22:00.004+08:00

(for the sake or having a picture :) )

so here's an update in short .

FRIDAY

eye still looked like cock .
movie @ night with the people .
rasta .
saw someone who didn't see me and THANK god for that .

SATURDAY

cousin's fullmoon
left out in the family bunch .

watched the vampire's diaries .

SUNDAY

attend an indian wedding .

learned that indians STILL have fix marriages .

slumber alone without the sister

sister wasin zouk out :'(

MONDAY

failed college visiting with the boys and iffah .

AC subang .

Snowflake subang .

SK corner @ night .

ZEN is HOME !

TUESDAY

wallpaper man came .

run errands for mom .

OU with zen .

watched rapenzel , sohhh nice .
rejected a blind date .
prom dress shopping , nada :'(

TODAY

bangsar with serene & debbie .

delicious .

saw a girl i wish i didn't SEE .

OU with SERENE

hitch a ride from nagen . TEEHEE .

I seem to carry a camera around but dont use it , something is wrong with the focus , i need someone to tell me whats wrong . :x

high school .

2010-12-11T11:46:00.003+08:00

I've waited 5 years for this and always wondered what would it be like and now, it is finally over . :') Believe it or not , i've came along way from exaggerated over sized pinafore and big foot's shoes with pulled back hair and witches' glasses to a better person . At least physically . I've prolly forget what i've learned this pass few years but im sure the things i did will be germane forever in my memories . I categories my days in school to 4 words !

BLAME .
this is real funny because before this , i didnt even realise it until serene pointed it out to me. WOW , i have done some embarrassing shits for these past few years and every time i'll put the blame on SERENE . LOL .I'l spare you guys all the laughter and just remind serene of one instead , do you remember when we were form 1 and i left my kh wood project with you ? You were so relucted to bring ít for me and i made such a big fuss outta it and blame it on you and didn't 'friend'you for quite sometime ! I'm sorry , and you were so kind enough to spray paint it white for me ! TEEHEE . thank you . AND then there was the throwing ice at each other incident who got everyone detention for three whole months and everyone blamed each other for it and took the blame for euodia ! hahahah . I guess blaming others will always be our nature .

EMBARRASSMENT .
do you guys remember pouring water on me for one whole YEAR when we were form 1 ? I have no idea whatonearth was the boys thinking , LOL . Everyday after school i will get into my transporters car soak wet thanks to you guys . AND i still cant figure out why , the stupidest part was i didnt know how to stand up for myself and all i did was told PN.choong and got you guys into trouble and then felt bad . & there was once in form 3 when i rolled my eyes at someone without watching my way causing myself to almost FALL to the drain . THAT was a real lesson learn man . hahah .

LOVE & LOST.
There is really nothing to elaborate here because believe it or not , we all lost someone we love during these 5 years and i'm still very sorry serene , about what i said to you when we were form two while you were down which made you more down ! & will not bring it up now ! AND there's the time when kelvinder left to aussie ! hahah . & nagen making a HUGE fuss because his dad sold his morris minor , hahahahhaha . there will also be the people who we used to be closed to and wondered what went wrong now because we don't even have an interest to make an empty conservation to start with anymore . OTHER than that , it was all basically relationship down falls and broken promises people regret . At the end of the day all we do was just blame each other instead of correcting the mistakes we ever made . :')

DEPARTURE .
i've met some great friends who i'm sure wont be my soul mate but will be my friends for loong , im not sure how long but i hope it is long enough that we buy a modernize old folks home with hot nurses to treat us and live together one day . HEY , im serious about this . hahah . School is just the location , nothing else , so im sure everything will be fine !

lastly , i wanna apologize for the drama i've caused these 5 years , NOT . x

ready or not ,.

2010-12-11T11:30:00.003+08:00

hi , so , im back for good, im done with high school , spm is far more over . The truth is i have nothing planned out yet , i don't know where to go for college and my mom decided to give me a 3 months break which im not sure how the hell am i going to keep myself busy , so , im making a list !

paint my room red .
colour my hair .
renovate / redecorate my room .
go for baking class .
go for sewing class .
throw a party .
go college visiting .
holiday in at least a country (singapore not counted)
take driving license with serene .
build a fine body !
join miss universe ?
keep this blog updated !

sohh simple. i can go this . teehee . xx

2010-10-04T13:04:00.000+08:00

now im feeling so fly like a G6 .

right before a break .

2010-09-03T15:28:00.002+08:00

so .

where do i even start .

hmm , this week ,

that's me , euodia , christina and natasha yazmeen .

i celebrated merdeka with `them @ desa park city .

learned that accidents happen all the time and prayed that everyone in my life will be safe when they get home every night .

swam 10 laps in a swimming pool . ( + - a few walks in water and stoning / breathing like a puppy )

re-did my class magazine pictures for the 133454569678723 times . PLEASE be perfect for the last time.

when to school ( to pass up the cd to pn paramjeet )

promised Christina that i will behave .

painted the school wall .

shocked every period teacher that I'm painting the school's wall instead of studying in class .

it was kit lu and abef's birthday .

made a facebook for momz .

still broke .

gain a few mosquito bites . -.-

ate in a different table with dad in the same restaurant . funny story .

is going all out to gain abs with the one and only natasha yazmeeen !

total TMTH .

2010-08-27T14:05:00.002+08:00

I'm having a hard time solving this math equation , so I figured I should blog instead.

which i didn't . so im continuing this post after 2 days .

found out that i'm bipolar . :o

watched vampire sucks at home .

figured i should start studying harder .

did i tell you that i'm friends with ezhar already ?

spent time with mom @ home instead of william's with friends ( mom went clubbing after that -.-)

went to kajang to visit my grandaunt .

took mom 1 hour to get there ( thanks to the GPS )

found out that my aunties and grandaunt think im pretty . :o

dough a bullet from my mom for almost letting my aunt tell her i went to zouk .

went to a bazaar and ate ayam percik for the very first time .

& that was what you missed . xx

like a middle finger .

2010-08-26T20:20:00.003+08:00

so here was what went down in case you missed me ,

Tasha made me watch this indon show , cinta kirana every week , AMAGAWD. we ( tasha , iffah , christina , and everyone we told ) is bloody obsess with the show like there's no SPM ! we even cried when we thought we found out a false ending -.- .

Other than that , i had to REdo my class magazine photos for the last 123494567 time . geeee . benci :(
Serene and i started talking about , yeahh :D
I went to christina's house to study which was partially a success .
Zen forgotten me for the second time , then bought me Mcdees .
When for a two day shoppin spree in ou , i love .
Gone broke : /

Gone FAT . wait . FAT gone wrong .

Missed the rebel fashion show for not pissing me mom off sake .

im watching mulan II . gee .

money making face - gone !

2010-08-14T21:59:00.003+08:00

hey blog & people who read my blog ,

sooo ... yesterday was friday the thirteen . Does that day has anything to do with luck ? hmmm .

Cause , funny , i can't tell if i had a good day or a bad day . It started off like this . i WOKE UP WITH A HORRIBLE FACE . i swear . THANKS to the oh-so-kind mosquitoes that can't leave me alone even though my air corn was 16 degrees cool and my blanket was 5 feet on top of my face . i went to bed at 10pm and had to wake up every hour thanks to them . argh . AND , funny , why can't they bite somewhere else ? other THAN MY FLAWLESS FACE :'( it isn't flawless anymore . :'( & the first thing serene said to me that morning was `what happen to your face man?' I'm not even sure of that is a question or not . 1 point to cons .

anyway , the good part was , i brought my umbrella & phone to school . thank GOD. because right after school, it started pouring rain and daddy was waiting from a distance for me. So yeah . 1 point to pros.

THEN , daddy brought me to giza to have lunch and while we were walking , i some how manage to tear my uniform . ( above my arms , blow my neck ) YOU KNOW WHAT ? The same thing happen to a different uniform the beginning of this year . Ahhhhh , why does all these things have to happen in public ? So , it was pretty damn weird because i see people staring at me when i walk pass , i think they thought i did it on PURPOSE . ohamgee . I text serene and her reply was `how graceful of you.' hmmmm , she always say the right thing ! Daddy just laugh and said he will buy me a new one , but i don't see the point , im only wearing it for another few more months . Mommy was a dear to say that she will sew it back for me , but we all know ,she would rather BUY me one then go through so much trouble. Why can't i have a sewing machine ? So . 2 points to cons .

& im going to make my last point real quick , my class voted for me to be the prom queen nominee. I seriously didn't expect that , my close friends didn't even vote for me , hahah . OMG , thank you by the way , sorry i didn't say thanks to ya'll yesterday , i was too shy and i wanted to get it over with . <3

So . can you tell me if i was having a bad day or a good day ? cause i REALLy can't tell . :)

stress , nada .

2010-07-29T15:38:00.007+08:00

tell me you love my new specs , do you ?

im feeling so good and calm right now , i have no tuition cause tutor decided to go on a holiday , yeahh . So i'm going cotton onz and forever 21 shopping later with the dear sister of mine . How i wish everyday of my school life is like this , eik . SERENE lost her calculator today and she wants to go make a police report , despite the fact that she is all frustrated that she lost her calculator , she made my day . laugh out LOUD .

why is it that some of us get to be so lucky to find our every own true love at the age ? while the others are suffering questioning themselves 'where the fuck is the true love?' why ? x

headache much ?

2010-07-25T17:48:00.003+08:00

I HAD THE WORST HEAD SPUN of my entire life . ( despite the fact that i could still parttttttttttty! )
I swear . I had been poppin pills like there was no tomorrow , i finished one wole stripe of panadol in two days and not forgetting the headache pills , muscle relaxer pills and pain killers . Fuck , imma die outta drug over dose , literally .

It all started on Wednesday morning when i woke up for school , and i told my self `how i wish i had a headache so i could skip school?' whatdoyouknow ? My wish was granted , i went home by the 4th period in school due to the fact that i couldn't stand the long hours in school and HEY! my head hurts . My dad took me to the doctor and he said it was fineeeee , I THOUGHT IT WAS FINE ! so i went home , ate and slept . GUESS WHAT ? the headache was still THERE ! and it has been here for 5 consecutive days. whatthefuck ? First i thought it was the bloody modem of mine that has been making this awfully annoying sound for the past few days , changed it and headache wasn't gone . So i thought it was the food i was taking , took two days straight of liquid diet and IT WAS STILL HERE . THEN , at last , dad took me to the optical to get new specs , outta a sudden it feels right , then a while later tekkk , wrong . WHAT IN THE WORLD WAS IT ? Anyways , i just had MacDonald's and its not here anymore . So i guess all i needed was macdees ? could it be ? hmmmmm .

While i was having this irritating burden , my uncles made me proud . :) I was told that both of them whack 7 someone few days ago because that fella was bloody tailgating , honking , highlighting and almost banging my uncle's benz . Don't get me wrong , my uncles are first class gentlemen and all they do when they are together is make laugh-till-you-drop jokes. But according to sources *winkwink* That bloody fella was annoying them till the point where no one could have stand . hmmmmmm . THEY ARE SO COOL . xx

as if there wasn't a test on monday .

2010-07-25T17:24:00.003+08:00

so this is the all famous zety (middle pretty in purple barbie ) that i love love love the most .

she celebrated her 24th birthday @ skybar , trader's hotel yesterday . I fell in love with that bar though i was the youngest around. It was awesome because , okay , how often do you see a bloody swimming pool in the middle of the bar ? :D

BEFORE THAT , Zen & i had the greatest advanture , it made me laugh thinking of it . We were oh-so-dense ! Promise you won't laugh ?

hmmmmmm , So we reached kl at like 12am like we planned and the gps went booges outta sudden saying we are `offroad' so we paniced and zen called her friend to ask for directions , so he gave and we were on the right track but we lost track when we come to this point where the sign says turn left and EVERYTIME WE TURN LEFT we ended up back to the jammed road on pavi & the aloha area . EVERYSINGLETIME i tell you ! it was so fustrating because we turn and turn and turn for a whole bloody one hour (at the same turning) and zen's friend gave up on her and honestly , if i was him , i would hav been annoyed by the 5th phone call . We wanted to cry outa ostention and just go home but we did one last smart move by asking someone on the road . & the person said turn left . (*$%^&^((*)@@# whatthefuck was with the turn left? EVERYone says turn left but left isn't IT ! We fucked it and turned left , then guess what ? WE SAW THAT LITTLE SIGN THAT SAYS TRADERS HOTEL ----> ohmygod . we looked at each other and said ` we were already here one hour again ! ' fml . hahahahah . it was like EVERYONE KNEW WHERE TRADERS HOTEL WAS EXCEPT US.

IT WAS SOMETHING TO REMEMBER , sista .

island in the sun

2010-07-22T14:15:00.008+08:00

little H , haven't i thought you anything about fashion ? ohhh you disappoint me tho i love you to bits you little monster .

so ... i went on a holiday with my lafamilia last holiday , we all needed a break from everything so we went to an island near johor , go figure . don't get me wrong , i love kids but 3 days two nights with psychos that doesn't wanna sleep and have fun 24/7 isn't exactly a HOLIDAY BREAK . hmmmmm , the trip was over all fun and i atE alot . xx

partied like a rockstar .

2010-07-22T13:50:00.006+08:00

during my absence of blogging , i found myself rebelling by going clubbing @ zouk . oh well , what's gone is gone now , & im going to skybar this saturday night for zety's birthday , yeah . i love my life . xx

this calls for a celebration .

2010-07-19T14:54:00.007+08:00

so this was mommy's birthday @ estin yesterday , we got there at 7 30pm and only to realise that my left wedgies broke , alemak , so embarrassing , it's because i haven't wear it for ages you see ? got home at 11 and they all continued drinking till 1 in the morning , who knew old people still party so hard ? haha , actually , i did .
@ 5 am .
text : mommy darling , happy birthday .
@ 11.30 am .
text : thanks . where's my present ?

ohhh , mommy , you made my day , happy birthday again . & here we start with your one month marathon birthday celebration like every single year , x

then i did some major 5 minute scan tru stalking on my neighbour and just realise that he is farking #$%$#$%!@# rich , no , i'm serious ! doubleyouteaeff ? He owns one electric blue 3 series , black 5 series , white estima , vintage red topless benz , i think i saw an alphat and also a bloody jaguar , omg , i swear imma marry his oh-so-noisy 3 year old son , i would have taken a picture of them cars but im afraid i might just get a restraining order orr a law suite , so , in the mean time , we keep it to ourselves okay ? nap time ! taaaaaaa .

you were right , you were only gonna br-break my br-break my heart . xx

departed .

2010-07-18T17:02:00.007+08:00

hi ,
so i convinced myself a few weeks ago to no longer blog for the sake of SPM but i just can't do it . haha , yeahh i can't . I'm not going to go all evasive on why i deleted all my past post , i'm just going to tell you readers out there straight , (which im no longer sure if you are even out there) that i finally let go of my bloody depressive past and i'm starting fresh , wink . So , a memory is a memory , if it is germane enough i would remember it with or without a past post . ummhmmm .

I took up a substantial amount of time today to clean my room , rearrange my stuff and coordinate my studying materials though i think , i think . everything looks the same . & im taking up my study time to blog right now . Tomorrow's mommy's big birthday , and we are going to celebrate @ estin hotel later , yeahh , japanese food . oyasuminaside ? haha .

i hope you miss me ! because you'll be seeing plenty of me soon . * cricket sound *

2010-06-13T17:52:00.004+08:00